survivors in the night i never meant to yeah but letting it go and in the night again thinking of sleeping and driving and trust again but you and your hair is my lap as my eyes yeah theyre tired but im not sleepy maybe but theres a difference between tired and sleepy you can be one or the other or both yeah thats how it is more absolutes in a relative world but im getting selfconscious again must stop it scott helps he comes in and distracts me and his webstuff but its more like a narrative now not what i want so yeah and im here and impressions of fastreading sentences make the times and somehow i knew this would happen i stop with the freeform literature and just speak write feel dream know more that yeah more notes room lamp light plant buzz coming heat simple move i she we they nous and bits of patent stuff diamonds dont know why id think of those hope he doesnt come back in again but im taller than he is so its all good besides i know how to do more and this shirt is grey and the collar is floppy doesnt want to stay up i wish it would do sheep have feelings thinking about that icon moving one sometimes i wish i could do stuff like that wait bless you lauren sneezed in the next room shes definitely the prettiest one in here but older and taken by will yeah theyre not married but theyve been together a long time and i think she intimidates me shes so quick on her verbal feet always knows what to say and we talk about movies and thats about it but i dont think id go out with her anyway cause thats not how i do things i do group stuff first but we go out for mexican every monday isnt that groupy enough yeah i guess it is but i dont know i dont have anyone right now some people but they live too far away im doing pretty okay but i think about it way to much theres so much more of my thoughts i could devote to other stuff like train of thought entries maybe laurens so excited about something that should be in quotation marks so just go back and add them yeah you and you know perhapsly who you are are very beautiful and lovely and everything in between and watch how i do that see i hide behind stuff unlike elton john said i am one of those who can easily hide all it takes is five minutes of thinking and watch out here comes the crap poetry i wish i wrote that better more artistically and where do i go i should add something in here about hopes and dreams and visions for the future because no matter how hard i try i still know that im writing in here and my writing mode switches on but its so intertwined with my talking that you couldnt tell one from the other a lot of time and contrary to what you might think yeah i do use those big words and not just for effect either i was very good at vocabulary in high school ill have you know so yeah cmon with it yeah lets get it on like donkey kong i said what yeah so okay that was lame and my michelle branch cd is in the car dont know what made me think about that i wish it would play on this computer but its so messed up like the computer tries to read the cd and then it gets all weird and it cant and it cuts in the middle of songs but its all good at least i can listen to it in the car its really poppy and overproduced but i like it dang it even if she is way popular but i think not trusting the musical taste of the masses doesnt mean they dont have good taste sometimes
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wow matt… no really tell us what your thinking =) I decided to check your journal today as I’m a bit bored although I shouldn’t be… so now even though I’d rather of had a real lunch with you… at least I’m a bit caught up… /es/\e
Yeah, well, y’know… Now you know. Sort of :o)
Lunch would have been nice; you’re right. Have a great time at the Romania team retreat this weekend!
:o)
Yes, lots of ’em.
*rim shot*
Post, you!
maybe it’s because i’m sick, but trying to read that is making me dizzy :p
Woohoo! Controversy!
Seriously, it helps a bit if you read it aloud (under your breath, of course)
Get well soon :o)
Penny for your …
Wow…once you got the hang of it, that was really cool. Maybe this whole brothers thing puts us on the same wavelength but I was in “The Matt Zone.” Interesting.
*zoink*
Thanks, D. You’re going to hate me for this but I got that idea from James Joyce :o) (Ulysses)
Re: *zoink*
………The James Joyce?….who wrote A Portait of the Artist as a Young Man, a.k.a. the most boring, plotless, book I’ve ever read in my entire life. cool.