I got nothing. Nothing except the song lyric du jour running endless laps around in my head. Original thoughts still come, but they’re gone before I can grab them and commit them to memory. No muse whatsoever lately…my creative energies have been depleted by who knows what. Maybe I should take a break.
“my creative energies have been depleted by who knows what”
Hmmm… maybe the stress of moving?
Hope you’re well. I’ll talk to you later.
Or a subconscious conflict between the future and the past? Living with your parents again after so long can do it to ya…whether you know it or not. Has nothing to do with how much you love them or how easy/difficult it is to live with them. Simply a latent tug in each direction…emotional, mental, role strain…you name it, it’s probably there in some form. The worst part (at least to me) would be the fact that all this goes on without consciously being able to really know it or pin it down.
But then again it could be much more complicated than that. For the most part i just prefer to not feel…at least as much as perhaps i should. ;) Life goes in cycles. That’s an often unsettling fact.
Hay Em.
It’s possible…
I’m doing pretty well. It’s been a slow, people-less day.
Feeling like I’m “in limbo,” you mean? :) Maybe, but we’re all in limbo in some form or another all throughout our lives, and if we aren’t we should strive to be. The process is more significant than the product much of the time.