I haven’t really talked to anyone today. I haven’t really talked to anyone in a long while. Friends gets bits and pieces, but no one gets a complete image, much less an idea of trends and movements of my life. But that’s how it is. Sometimes I wonder that I should be giving as much away as I am, and I downshift into question mode and no one’s the wiser… I don’t really have a best friend at the moment, someone who gets excited about the things I get excited about, who laughs when I do so I don’t stand there and notice that I’m still smiling when the din of amusement subsides… I repsond to attributes from all my friends to satisfy the social needs that I have in the niches of my personality, and when (and even before) they’ve satisfied that want to connect that I have, we move on to other things. That’s not entirely true, but it feels that way tonight. Hmm.
I want cookie dough ice cream. I can’t believe we don’t have anything sweet in this apartment *sigh* To Harris Teeter with me.