Just to be with you
Is having the best day
Of my life
Just a little snippet of Dido. Tim’s taste in music is improving, I’ve decided. Might just be that the songstress is quite attractive (probably), but as long as the music is decent too, I won’t question his motives.
How to describe this feeling? I think it will all come out in poetry when I have time tonight. Whether or not that is shared is another story.
I still have this cold. It’s very frustrating because I want to go running or do something athletic, but I know what will happen if I do. Puddles of sweat and quick fatigue. I feel like I’m wasting away.
If she can find it in her heart to somehow forgive me, I’ll be okay. It’s different for both of us. I can’t even begin to imagine what she’s going through. I felt absolute anguish this morning. Somehow my feelings are more acute when I wake up in the morning.
I need to experience forgiveness in a big way. If there’s ever any hope of my knowing any sort of joy again, I need to experience forgiveness and know it right down to my core. Chapter 10 in the Harris book has been amazing, like a friend.
Time for class.