I am really tired and have been in a foul mood for most of the day today. Not a great combo, but I’m going to bed in a minute.
I am so tired of feeling. I’m tired of these stupid mind games I play with myself to have a particular attitude about something in order to motivate me to do it. I’m so tired of getting so wrapped around my own thoughts and justifications in a particular situation that I don’t do a thing. From now on I just want to operate out of what I know and if I don’t know I want to find out before I act. And act I will.
I think I’m just tired of being myself.
I just want a decent conversation with somebody. Is that too much to ask?