Captain O my captain \/ Steer the first mate true \/ The men they sing a song of fear \/ Of ghosts of ships that sailed before<\/i><\/p>\n
Tiredness flows through my veins like a syrup in midwinter. Something lost, something gained. I lost something this weekend, not irretrievable, and gained a peace of mind and security that would come no other way. Time will be the catalyst for our renewal, and once again, I find myself wishing for the weeks to sweep by like a nameless wind. What is this uneasiness inside me? Change, I’m convinced, as I no longer allow myself to dwell upon her image in the contexts of the past. I have a premontion of the difficult days to come, but to paraphrase a question volunteered by a trusted advisor, “What is it worth to me?” Much, more than I know or am aware of, enough to fill an ocean of time with discovery. If only the floodgates were more secure…<\/p>\n
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In other news, I’m getting ambitious. I bought some actual meat and Mexican food accessories and I’m going to attempt to make burritos in a few evenings. I don’t particularly like shopping for food. I don’t need 95% of the products on the shelves, and when I do select something, there’s always that fleeting thought that I should have made sure it was the least expensive of its kind. Fabric detergent ain’t cheap, neither.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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