while not completely surrendered to the drams of emotion letting you in, turnaround.
\nmy niece is helping a man she once knew to open the doors
\ninside her mind. i just wish i knew
\nwhat this all meant, and somehow
\nto come above a simple meaning of prepositions. the selfishness aids me in realizing a plane upon which to portray my elephants, or perhaps mice with tiny suitcases. i need to know
\nthe color of your longing.
\nif i did, the bleakness of this summer would not be as alone as ice fishing in juneau, wishing i had at least a crisp sheet
\nto pull around my shoulders. i never knew
\nwhy that ray of moonlight swung so low, but now… i can see it in my mind’s spectacles,
\na scintillating fragment of perpetuity.
\nit always sings like a forgotten
\nisland deep into the ocean waters, coral reefs enclosing the solace of a maiden. she may not know who i am; it doesn’t matter.
\ni can feel
\nthe pressure of her longing surrounding me, and i wince from it. and suddenly the lamplight collapses, and the mist rises into the filament that used to house my hope. if illumination is the one we seek, a brighter
\nLight awaits us at the end of the street.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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