{"id":391,"date":"2003-05-20T20:03:00","date_gmt":"2003-05-21T01:03:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=391"},"modified":"2025-02-25T19:25:32","modified_gmt":"2025-02-26T00:25:32","slug":"391","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=391","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I did not have a good day at work today.  A few things were later than they should have been, and I&#8217;m working on the graduate school&#8217;s orientation manual, an utter waste of creativity and completely tedious, not to mention a few hundred pages long&#8230;  I just have to flow new text in, and make changes to certain sections, and, and&#8230;  It&#8217;s just one of those things.<\/p>\n<p>Had lunch at Ham&#8217;s on Franklin St. with my officemates, which nearly redeemed that part of the day, since the cajun chicken sandwich I had was really good, but somehow it didn&#8217;t quite do it.  Conversation was great, but all surface, as was to be expected.<\/p>\n<p>I feel so paranoid at work sometimes.  I thought that getting another job would erase anything residual from getting let go last summer, but it&#8217;s only by the grace of God that I had what I had then, and now.  There&#8217;s just so much&#8230;in my mind, in my life, on my plate.  I get, I get&#8230;overwhelmed.  Quickly and easily.  And the feeling creeps in that if I make one mistake, my position will be in jeopardy.  Everybody has bad days, right?  Bad weeks, even?<\/p>\n<p><i>exploring all the likely &#8230;destinations<br \/>\nslowly wears away a place inside my heart.<br \/>\nbut I&#8217;ll know exactly when the wandering&#8217;s over,<br \/>\nbecause you&#8217;ll fit so well with me.<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I did not have a good day at work today. A few things were later than they should have been, and I&#8217;m working on the graduate school&#8217;s orientation manual, an utter waste of creativity and completely tedious, not to mention a few hundred pages long&#8230; I just have to flow new text in, and make [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/391"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=391"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/391\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2500,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/391\/revisions\/2500"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=391"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=391"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}