{"id":372,"date":"2003-05-04T02:38:00","date_gmt":"2003-05-04T07:38:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=372"},"modified":"2003-05-04T02:38:00","modified_gmt":"2003-05-04T07:38:00","slug":"372","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=372","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I hear the sparse rain outside.  It comes and goes, intermittent, peaceful, making me wish.  I should be in bed, but well, this is what happens when you start watching <i>Labyrinth<\/i> at 12:30 in the morning&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Youth group went well.  Jeremy led worship, which was kind of a blast from the past since he was the old worship leader before he stepped down.  It was awesome.  Will and I were in charge of the seventh and the eighth grade boys, with nothing planned, which is just a bad situation.  We played Mafia, and then the knot game before they got hold of the kickball and we directed them outside.  I left a bit early, around 10:30.<\/p>\n<p>I miss.  Objectively.  And I love, and I want, and I ache, and more&#8230;  Where is she?  Where are you?  Please, so many things.  Things run together, my mind steals between the spaces and places and times and longings, a multicolor cloud of unnamed hues, bursting with a&#8230;with a&#8230;  my heart&#8217;s hand closes around air, fingers meeting its palm.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a bit raw.  And a lot of other things.  It&#8217;s not often that I can express them, so I take advantage of blue spaces when I can, when the times arrive, on cue.  Is it wasted?  I don&#8217;t think so.  Everything will come together one Day.  Any idealists out there?  Welcome.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I hear the sparse rain outside. It comes and goes, intermittent, peaceful, making me wish. I should be in bed, but well, this is what happens when you start watching Labyrinth at 12:30 in the morning&#8230; Youth group went well. Jeremy led worship, which was kind of a blast from the past since he was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/372"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=372"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/372\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=372"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=372"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=372"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}