{"id":35,"date":"2001-02-01T21:59:00","date_gmt":"2001-02-02T02:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=35"},"modified":"2001-02-01T21:59:00","modified_gmt":"2001-02-02T02:59:00","slug":"duke-is-losing-as-i-write-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=35","title":{"rendered":"Duke is losing as I write this"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well, Paige told me she isn&#8217;t going skiing.  Which means she&#8217;ll probably prevail on Aaron not to come.  But I&#8217;m still going, gosh darn it.  This is the third time I&#8217;ve tried to do this and it&#8217;s just going to get warmer from here.  As long as I have one more person to go with, I&#8217;m still going.  That&#8217;s my resolution.<\/p>\n<p>IVCF large group tonight was good.  The speaker&#8217;s topic was the fear of God, differentiating it from the day-to-day fear we experience in our lives.  It was really on target, since fear has been an issue weighing on my heart for a long time.  I was thinking about the trip to Philadelphia (which I&#8217;m going to turn in my application for tomorrow), and testmonials and accounts of it that I&#8217;d heard, and I remember thinking, &#8220;That doesn&#8217;t sound so bad.  I can handle that.&#8221;  God gently interrupted me, though, saying, &#8220;No, you won&#8217;t be able to handle it.  You need Me, My strength, and My guidance.  That&#8217;s the only way you&#8217;re going to be able to make it.&#8221;  I have a peace now about things.  He will work them out; all I need do is my best.  A job, serving Him, school, Erin and I, it&#8217;s all in His hands.  He is amazing and powerful and knows all that is to come.  He has plans for my life; He&#8217;s given me these gifts and won&#8217;t let them fall by the wayside if I remain faithful and trust in Him, something I&#8217;m learning to do more and more.<\/p>\n<p>In other news, the ice cream song is still going through my head.<\/p>\n<p><i>Your love<br \/>\nis better than ice cream.<br \/>\nBetter than anything else that I&#8217;ve tried<br \/>\nand your love<br \/>\nis better than ice cream<br \/>\neveryone here knows how to fight<\/p>\n<p>and it&#8217;s a long way down<br \/>\nit&#8217;s a long way down<br \/>\nit&#8217;s a long way<br \/>\ndown to the place where we started from.<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well, Paige told me she isn&#8217;t going skiing. Which means she&#8217;ll probably prevail on Aaron not to come. But I&#8217;m still going, gosh darn it. This is the third time I&#8217;ve tried to do this and it&#8217;s just going to get warmer from here. As long as I have one more person to go with, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=35"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=35"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=35"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=35"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}