{"id":3493,"date":"2026-07-05T15:00:49","date_gmt":"2026-07-05T20:00:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=3493"},"modified":"2026-07-05T18:30:18","modified_gmt":"2026-07-05T23:30:18","slug":"son-of-my-right-hand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=3493","title":{"rendered":"son of my right hand"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Return to me, for I never knew you.<br><br>Was it the wetness of the moment,<br>A foreign memory cast about me in a fine mist?<br>I know those images, casual sketches<br>Casually gestured at but imbued with love<br>In their creation\u2014<br>They worked on me.  And yet, and yet<br>I didn&#8217;t think of them any more<br>Than I just imagined you there: Real, shimmering<br>With life, and there were tears (I could not tell why) <br>As the ache stabbed upward.<br>The ripples of you, carried in supple jars<br>Falling all around me, and I felt your smile<br>And laughing eyes like an iridescent curtain.<br>Why did you leave?  Why was I kept from knowing you?<br>Oh, I am unworthy of your limpid heartbeat,<br>Of those in my charge.  Yes\u2014<br>He has worthied us of each other, and yet, and yet<br><br>How?  Promise you will return.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Return to me, for I never knew you. Was it the wetness of the moment,A foreign memory cast about me in a fine mist?I know those images, casual sketchesCasually gestured at but imbued with loveIn their creation\u2014They worked on me. And yet, and yetI didn&#8217;t think of them any moreThan I just imagined you there: [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3493"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3493"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3493\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3500,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3493\/revisions\/3500"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3493"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3493"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3493"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}