{"id":24,"date":"2001-01-25T13:45:00","date_gmt":"2001-01-25T18:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=24"},"modified":"2001-01-25T13:45:00","modified_gmt":"2001-01-25T18:45:00","slug":"24","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=24","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i>Just to be with you<br \/>\nIs having the best day<br \/>\nOf my life<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Just a little snippet of Dido.  Tim&#8217;s taste in music is improving, I&#8217;ve decided.  Might just be that the songstress is quite attractive (probably), but as long as the music is decent too, I won&#8217;t question his motives.<\/p>\n<p>How to describe this feeling?  I think it will all come out in poetry when I have time tonight.  Whether or not that is shared is another story.<\/p>\n<p>I still have this cold.  It&#8217;s very frustrating because I want to go running or do something athletic, but I know what will happen if I do.  Puddles of sweat and quick fatigue.  I feel like I&#8217;m wasting away.<\/p>\n<p>If she can find it in her heart to somehow forgive me, I&#8217;ll be okay.  It&#8217;s different for both of us.  I can&#8217;t even begin to imagine what she&#8217;s going through.  I felt absolute anguish this morning.  Somehow my feelings are more acute when I wake up in the morning.<\/p>\n<p>I need to experience forgiveness in a big way.  If there&#8217;s ever any hope of my knowing any sort of joy again, I need to experience forgiveness and know it right down to my core.  Chapter 10 in the Harris book has been amazing, like a friend.<\/p>\n<p>Time for class.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Just to be with you Is having the best day Of my life Just a little snippet of Dido. Tim&#8217;s taste in music is improving, I&#8217;ve decided. Might just be that the songstress is quite attractive (probably), but as long as the music is decent too, I won&#8217;t question his motives. How to describe this [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}