{"id":2092,"date":"2013-05-03T12:47:42","date_gmt":"2013-05-03T17:47:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=2092"},"modified":"2026-06-16T13:44:45","modified_gmt":"2026-06-16T18:44:45","slug":"mal-assis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=2092","title":{"rendered":"mal assis"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>During prayer time Wednesday night, John prayed for hope for me.  I have none.  Absolutely none.  I can augur nothing but a downward path at this point&#8230;  I just don&#8217;t know what, if anything, will ever happen, could ever happen.<\/p>\n<p>I am so, so tired of the indifference, the disdain and just the utter contempt&#8230;  I&#8217;m tired of walking on pins and needles every time I&#8217;m around her, wondering if I&#8217;ll say too much and set her off.  I&#8217;m tired of repeating myself 3 times to catch her attention when she has her headphones on and then brooking the inevitable, boundless annoyance when I share whatever it was I had to say&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I have not the smallest grain of hope.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>During prayer time Wednesday night, John prayed for hope for me. I have none. Absolutely none. I can augur nothing but a downward path at this point&#8230; I just don&#8217;t know what, if anything, will ever happen, could ever happen. I am so, so tired of the indifference, the disdain and just the utter contempt&#8230; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2092"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2092"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2092\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2093,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2092\/revisions\/2093"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2092"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2092"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2092"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}