{"id":1427,"date":"2007-05-07T12:36:00","date_gmt":"2007-05-07T12:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=1427"},"modified":"2007-05-07T12:36:00","modified_gmt":"2007-05-07T12:36:00","slug":"dream-logic-is-not-so-distant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=1427","title":{"rendered":"dream logic is not so distant"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Going for a walk with Luke is great for meeting people in the neighborhood.  Walks are one of Luke&#8217;s most favorite things to do, so we&#8217;ve met quite a few of our neighbors.  They&#8217;re a diverse bunch&#8211;young, old, all different walks of life and incomes.  There&#8217;s a retired couple across the street, an older lady and her son next door and a mom and her children on the other side.  Two houses down are a twentysomething couple and a roommate, and both the husband and the roommate are car enthusiasts.  Justin (the husband) has a modified Mini Cooper and Brian (the roommate) drives a &#8217;69 Camaro.  They were installing a lip spoiler on the trunklid of the &#8217;69 as Luke and I were walking yesterday, and we stopped and chatted for a little bit.  It feels good to talk cars, even if only for a while.  The fact that I had helped with John&#8217;s &#8217;69 Camaro provided a neat common ground to start from.<\/p>\n<p>I guest-taught Sunday School yesterday morning.  We&#8217;re going through 1 Peter, and my passage was chapter 3.  The couple who oversees the class allows many guest leaders in an effort to cultivate teaching abilities that will be brought to bear later on.  Diane and I had only been attending this particular class for a few months, so I was honored that they would ask me to guest-lead so soon.  I was nervous, but Diane&#8217;s even keel and great advice about my lesson planning helped me through.  And the class makes it easy&#8211;they&#8217;re all young married couples and aren&#8217;t bashful about engaging in discussion.  I didn&#8217;t speechify too much but organized the time around a series of questions about the passage, an approach that seemed to work well.  I told Diane last night that I&#8217;m not too proud to admit that despite my typical doom-and-gloom apprehensiveness beforehand, I was completely in the wrong, had a lot of fun and would gladly do it again.  God continually shows His strength in the midst of my weakness.<\/p>\n<p>Got an interview for a permanent position with <a href=\"http:\/\/www.davisfurniture.com\/pages\/home1.html\">Davis Furniture<\/a> on Wednesday.  We&#8217;ll see what they say.  I broke the news of the pending interview to my supervisor earlier this morning and his eyes became wide with mild alarm.  It&#8217;s not like we didn&#8217;t broach the subject of a possible third-party interview when my contract was renewed, but it&#8217;s clear they didn&#8217;t apprehend how serious I was about it&#8230;  We shall see.<\/p>\n<p>Do you ever get the sense that there&#8217;s an inevitability to those things which eventually become your favorites?  I do.  Maybe it&#8217;s just a function of my personality and my penchant for systematizing my world, but when I view a painting or a film that is to become a favorite, I have the distinct sense that <i>they could not have done it any other way<\/i>.  Or when I hear a song that I grow to like very much, even the first time I&#8217;ve heard it, I feel like I&#8217;ve heard it before.  It&#8217;s similar to d\u00e9ja vu, but instead of a mild mysticism it&#8217;s an overwhelming sense of purpose.  To give a cheesy example, listening to Amy Grant&#8217;s &#8220;I Will Remember You&#8221; over the weekend, all the elements of the song have the quality of <i>inevitability<\/i>&#8211;there&#8217;s something in me that could anticipate the melody or the choices of instrumentation even if I hadn&#8217;t heard the song before.  It explains why a song like Bach&#8217;s &#8220;Variations on the Kanon&#8221; is a favorite&#8211;there&#8217;s a deliberateness about the sequence of notes that aligns with something in me.  I think we develop a personal logic about things of beauty in our lives.  It makes me think the subconscious and other parts of us we consider fundamentally irrational might not be so, or they are at least organized according to their own native teleology, running in parallel with our conscious mind.  We are fearfully and wonderfully made.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Going for a walk with Luke is great for meeting people in the neighborhood. Walks are one of Luke&#8217;s most favorite things to do, so we&#8217;ve met quite a few of our neighbors. They&#8217;re a diverse bunch&#8211;young, old, all different walks of life and incomes. There&#8217;s a retired couple across the street, an older lady [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1427"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1427"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1427\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1427"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1427"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1427"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}