{"id":1208,"date":"2005-01-05T00:39:00","date_gmt":"2005-01-05T05:39:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=1208"},"modified":"2005-01-05T00:39:00","modified_gmt":"2005-01-05T05:39:00","slug":"1208","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=1208","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am really tired and have been in a foul mood for most of the day today.  Not a great combo, but I&#8217;m going to bed in a minute.<\/p>\n<p>I am so tired of feeling.  I&#8217;m tired of these stupid mind games I play with myself to have a particular attitude about something in order to motivate me to do it.  I&#8217;m so tired of getting so wrapped around my own thoughts and justifications in a particular situation that I don&#8217;t do a thing.  From now on I just want to operate out of <i>what I know<\/i> and if I don&#8217;t know I want to find out before I act.  And act I will.<\/p>\n<p>I think I&#8217;m just tired of being myself.<\/p>\n<p>I just want a decent conversation with somebody.  Is that too much to ask?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am really tired and have been in a foul mood for most of the day today. Not a great combo, but I&#8217;m going to bed in a minute. I am so tired of feeling. I&#8217;m tired of these stupid mind games I play with myself to have a particular attitude about something in order [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1208"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1208"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1208\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1208"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1208"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1208"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}