{"id":766,"date":"2004-11-27T14:37:00","date_gmt":"2004-11-27T19:37:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=766"},"modified":"2004-11-27T14:37:00","modified_gmt":"2004-11-27T19:37:00","slug":"766","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.boldulysses.com\/?p=766","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Most people have some form of &#8220;comfort activity.&#8221;  Some people will go do something athletic, others will indulge in the escapism of movies or music, and some people will just buy themselves a favorite dessert and chow down.  While I can understand the level of reassurance inherent in these activities, and do participate in them to a certain degree as a means of restoring myself emotionally, I&#8217;ve discovered recently that when I&#8217;m as lonely and depressed as I can get (which is to say not much, but it does happen), I have to fight back the overwhelming urge to buy another car.  Some people buy a pint of ice cream, others will rent a movie or go to a concert; I browse the online car classifieds and eBay Motors for prospective projects.  And whenever I find a possible vehicle, I&#8217;ll immediately bookmark the page.  It got to the point last week where I had to just put a stop to it all, go into my &#8220;favorites&#8221; folder, and clean out the half-dozen or so links, just getting rid of everything.  I don&#8217;t know why that is.  Maybe our ingrained desire for something &#8220;new&#8221; in our lives as a means of suppressing discontentedness manifests itself in me in automotive fashion.  Maybe it&#8217;s something else.  All I know is that when I get in a certain state of mind the desire overwhelms my rational sensibilities in a way few other things do.  But at least I&#8217;m self-aware, right?<\/p>\n<p>Paul and I went to see <i>The SpongeBob SquarePants Movie<\/i> yesterday afternoon.  I think we were the only two in the theater in between the ages of 10 (kids) and ~35 (parents).  We laughed our heads off, though; it was great.  Very entertaining film.  There&#8217;s this part where they visit The Goofy Goober (kind of an undersea Chuck-E-Cheese&#8217;s, except with ice cream instead of pizza and a giant dancing peanut for a mascot) that had us in stitches for the better part of a couple of minutes.  Goodness, it was hysterical.<\/p>\n<p>Read a halfway decent article about U2 in the latest issue of SPIN (Rebekah got Donald a subscription a while back).  Doesn&#8217;t really crack the surface of the band and their motivations, except in a few isolated places, but I suppose it&#8217;s good enough for casual fans.  Bono <i>says<\/i> this, but I have an overwhelming premonition that the new album is not going to adhere to this philosophy, much like the previous album:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;I write feelings, not thoughts. [&#8230;] Feelings are much stronger than thoughts.  We are all led by instinct, and our intellect catches up later.  This album proves that point.  I would have certainly preferred to take on the issues that I deal with politically, but what came out of me was the other things in my life I wasn&#8217;t tending to:  My family, the hypocrisy of my own heart, and my father&#8217;s death.  I mean, why am I not spending more time with my kids?  Why am I trying to save other people&#8217;s kids instead?  How can I sing about love when I&#8217;m never at home?  There are a lot of things that need to be addressed in the world.  But those other things just came pouring out of me.&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I dunno.  I think I tend to view expressions of <i>feelings<\/i> in more abstract, poetic terms, like those employed on <i>Achtung Baby<\/i> or <i>Zooropa<\/i>.  To me, abandoning concrete imagery and describing specific situations in bits and fragments of one&#8217;s train of thought or emotion just seems to be a much more effective conveyance of the impact of that situation, as opposed to the ponderously wordy approaches they&#8217;ve favored more recently.  But I think Bono has a different approach in mind when he describes &#8220;writing feelings.&#8221;  It&#8217;s just that when you build your songs around complete sentences and expressions and employ only the sparest minimum of irony or metaphor, like most of the songs on <i>ATYCLB<\/i>, it seems to an overwhelming degree like the songs hinge on <i>thoughts<\/i> rather than <i>feelings<\/i>.  But I have a feeling I&#8217;m nitpicking.  Will wait for a listen of the new album before making definite proclamations, but in the meantime <a href=http:\/\/www.allmusic.com\/cg\/amg.dll?p=amg&#038;sql=10:83320rjaq48i~T1\" target=\"_blank\">this review<\/a> articulates my premonitions perfectly.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Most people have some form of &#8220;comfort activity.&#8221; Some people will go do something athletic, others will indulge in the escapism of movies or music, and some people will just buy themselves a favorite dessert and chow down. 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