I don’t want this to be a performance. I don’t want it to validate my life. I don’t want it to be, really, for anybody but me. I don’t want to live my life through here, to substitute friendships in real life for those I form through here, precious as those are. I spend too much time flipping through here, creating a personality for myself that diverges slightly from the way I am, or represents myself a little differently. Now it’s just going to be me. Just me. Hence the recent spate of private entries. Maybe I’ll publicize them further down the line; who knows.